reflection 1

I did not expect to be writing this from San Diego, yet here I am. Looking back on my 20.109 experience, I feel that I have learned a lot, but still have a long way to go. I remember feeling indignant at some of the feedback I received on my first figures, but in retrospect I can see that my figures were (and still are) far from perfect. Having finally submitted the data summary revision, it feels nice to see some progress in those areas.

What's frustrating now, though, is that I feel like I'm almost starting again from scratch. I feel a lot more out of touch with the material than I expected after missing two weeks of class in a row (two and a half really, considering that the last on-campus lecture was more of a "how-can-you-possibly-do-20.109-online???" lecture and the last lab was cancelled). Working from home is also more difficult than I expected, as it seems that I am far less efficient than when I had 20 other things to do in a day.

Nevertheless, I think I'm adjusting slowly but surely, and I'm hoping to get back on track and make the most of this situation.


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